This is included in the collection Everything But the Kitchen Sink
Obsessive lust is a bitch. I never want to feel that way about anyone again. But damn if it wasn’t inspiring.
Another Shame Written 5/10/06
Now what have all my efforts been for
If I’m gonna go running back to your door
Cause I’m a fool for you, you’re not a fool for me
And I don’t understand what can possibly result from this
This shit that I put myself through
Damn it I was supposed to be through
A long time ago
I rehabbed my senses
Built my defenses
Contemplated my reasons for having this disease
And tried to put you behind me
Tried to redefine me
But I couldn’t shake the stigmata of you off my very being
And I’m still blind for you while I’m very much seeing
That you still got me by the reins
You’re back to driving me insane
And you know it’s a shame
(Shame, shame, shame)
That I keep running back to you
Why do I do what I do
(Shame, shame, shame)
That I have such a hold
And I can’t let go
(Shame, shame, shame)
That I want you back after all this time
That by denying you I was living a lie
And you know
You know it’s a shame
What has all my misery been for
Now that you’re back I yearn for you even more
I hate how I run back into your arms
I think you’re causing my sanity some harm-
Ful intentions
Got me inventing new ways to get out
Damn it I want to get out
Away from you
I’m your slave
Can’t change my ways
Hypnotized by your eyes
And I’ve failed to realize
The shit that happened to make me leave
Make me grieve
Over this affair that will never die
I can’t leave you alone, why do I even try
And yes you’ve still got me by the reins
Back to the pleasure of driving me insane
And you know it’s a shame
(Shame, shame, shame)
That I keep running back to you
Why do I do what I do
(Shame, shame, shame)
That I have such a hold
And I can’t let go
(Shame, shame, shame)
That I want you back after all this time
That by denying you I was living a lie
And you know
You know it’s a shame
