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When It All Finally Makes Sense

But for me, this wasn't a jump. It wasn't even a jog. No, this was a prolonged limp caused by a bear trap being constructed around my leg and no matter what I did or how hard I tried, the bear trap wouldn't come off. Yeah, it would loosen up a bit so that I could limp forward a bit faster than normal, or it would become a little lighter so I could perhaps swing my leg forward like I'm about to hit the meanest Electric Slide possible, but the trap never comes off. I pry and claw at it and I believe that if I could just remove this bear trap that was constructed around my leg, I can quickly clean up my wound and run with the best of the best. The trap is persistent. The trap won't let go.

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We Still Alive

To say that the last two years have been difficult is an understatement. We've lost family, we've lost friends, we've further lost our collective minds. We've lost jobs, we've lost touch with our humanity. Some of us may have even lost the will to go on. Yet, we still alive. Heroes died. The American Dream … Continue reading We Still Alive

#RhythmandBluesVarietyHour Vol. 18 – Everybody Wants to Be in Love

While you want successes, you also have to have failures too. This one, not my finest work. It doesn't flow. However, it's still my art. Everybody Wants to Be in Love Written 2/20/10 Baby, I love you Baby, I need you I’ve got to have you I need you to complete me How many times … Continue reading #RhythmandBluesVarietyHour Vol. 18 – Everybody Wants to Be in Love

#RhythmandBluesVarietyHour Vol. 17 – Stir Crazy

Yes, that word "crazy" is passé at this point in time now, but I feel like this is some of my finest work. Stir Crazy- Written 10/24/09 Look into my eyes Tell me what you see I ain’t been the same Since I last was free It’s too late for you to try and save … Continue reading #RhythmandBluesVarietyHour Vol. 17 – Stir Crazy

#RhythmandBluesVarietyHour Vol. 16 -Tango

This is one of the Unsungs. It's acutally not a song. JUst something I felt like getting off my chest. Tango Written 9/6/06 We keep on tangoing with each other Even though we have other people to tango with We like to tango with them But our tango is neverending

#RhythmandBluesVarietyHour Vol. 15 – Rhythm and Blues

My cousin had recently died when I put this to paper. It's somber. Rhythm and Blues- Written 5/16/10 Rhythm and blues Rhythm and blues Sometimes we have the rhythm Sometimes we have the blues We have the rhythm when all is good When everything is exactly as it should Be in our mind’s eye But … Continue reading #RhythmandBluesVarietyHour Vol. 15 – Rhythm and Blues

#RhythmandBluesVarietyHour Vol. 14 – Chasing Ghosts

Those years I used to listen to alt rock. Good fucking times, good fucking inspirations. Chasing Ghosts Written 4/28/09 I do this cause I’m so vain I got you round here chasing ghosts again I don’t even know why you even try I thought you were satisfied when I died Whether it’s unfinished business As … Continue reading #RhythmandBluesVarietyHour Vol. 14 – Chasing Ghosts

#RhythmandBluesVarietyHour Vol. 13 – Reasons

The sound that I have in my head for this song totally rips of Case of the Ex. Transparency. \ Reasons Written 3/15/07 These are the reasons why The reasons I find to cry The reasons I find to grieve The reasons I want to leave These are the reasons I’m broke You treated my … Continue reading #RhythmandBluesVarietyHour Vol. 13 – Reasons

#RhythmandBluesVarietyHour Vol. 12 – Fornication

I cannot tell you what was going through my mind with this one. Fornication Written 11/1/07 Stupid me, abusing trust again Foolish me, I fucked it up again And now you won’t say two words to me You’ve had enough of I’m sorry Silly me, always thinking of myself Crazy me, never of ourselves I … Continue reading #RhythmandBluesVarietyHour Vol. 12 – Fornication

#RhythmandBluesVarietyHour Vol. 11 – Wait for Me

This is one of my pieces that I am ambivalent about. I enjoy it enough, but then, it seems...well, I've evolved. Anyway, enjoy! Wait for Me Written 2/13/07 I’ve been gone for a while But I’m coming back through And I got this feeling in my bones That comes from the pain of being alone … Continue reading #RhythmandBluesVarietyHour Vol. 11 – Wait for Me